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This is an experimental project on self-analysis.
I show the darkest side of my mind to people.
This is a story about giving up on our dreams.
When we are young, we are always full of hope and naively think that our beautiful dreams will come true later.
But as you grow older, you realize that the dreams you had in your mind as a child are difficult to achieve or can never be achieved.
After experiencing many things and being hurt, I decided to give up my dreams in order to protect myself I could save myself from being hurt.
But could I really cut off my dreams completely?
It was a constant tug, but in the end, I felt like there was still a glimmer of hope.
That's why I named the series "I Buried My Dreams In That Summer Night."
I wrote poems about my experiences and feelings and illustrated them with pictures.

Below is the full poem: I buried my dreams in that summer night
So I no longer have to wait for the autumn maples and the winter snow

I buried my dreams in that summer night So I no longer have to worry about being stabbed by the light

I buried my dreams in that summer night I would not see the stars shining in the dark night

I buried my dreams in that summer night I promised him that I would never look back on a hopeful past time

I buried my dreams that summer night I guess I won't be afraid of being alone anymore Just one person's heart 

Bye-bye, my dream 

You will sleep in the middle of my garden
But I pray
In the next bright spring
Please don't bloom in front of the gravestone